Letter to those in the world beyond

 Hello, M. Maxlerock!

I am here, in the magic room…

Alone.

You are also alone.

In your own room.

you may be wondering

why i don't love you

Why do I love "Master", why not you?

I could have hurt you,

as bad as you hurt me.

I chose not to do that. I've forgiven.

Instead, I don't forget.

I change, I adapt.

But you?

I know you are curious to know "Master",

Since it was just

"Halloween love".

why don't i love you

I knew you could hurt him.

I didn't show "him" to you.

You hurt me instead.

I made a good choice.

You turned into cumslut.

that's it,

what is it called "karma".

I forgave you.

the question is..

can you forgive yourself?

can you really love yourself?

maybe from then on

you too will see the truth,

you will see the world differently.

you will understand.

I love the Master.

He understands my vision.

he told me the truth.

For me, the fact that I love the Master does not mean that I cannot love someone else.

I loved even before I met him, I will love after.

I told you that I don't need a Master just as he doesn’t need me.

I have everything I need in life. I have love. I never miss sex and the quality..hmm..

superior always.

I understand your frustration, I understand your anger.

But don't blame the "little girl" for the world that men have created.

Don't blame the "bitch",

because men invented this job.

Believe me Max, if I gave up being a "doctor" to be a "whore", I have no intention of being a "cheap" one.

You asked me many times for "videos of me and my real life boyfriend".

I was not able to deliver becouse of him..

I didn't want to tell you directly, but I'm telling you now.

My boyfriend is more of a "scumbag". He is looking for a richer, wealthier "D@ddy".

..so you know who you are,

as well as I know.

I love my Master.

If he says "Stop!",

I don't ask questions.

I just stop.

I cry and then I wake up. I have a real life to take care of.

Just like your girlfriend. Just like my Master

And so have you.

If you want to get lost in the dream with me,

I will be your guide, I can play roles

Just as I can be myself or whatever I want.

Who are you here?

Who are you in my story?

What do you want and what do you give?